As days go by, as I get older, as the time to graduate comes closer, I ask myself really, what am I living for. I have no dreams, no goals, no aims. Everyday I drag myself to complete daily routines and tasks because it’s all part of life.
Being in such a stressful country where almost everything is based on paper qualifications, it’s just difficult to get by. If you don’t do well, that’s that.
At least others have a goal to work towards to. I don’t. I’m just going through the motions of everyday life. Teachers tell me it’s time to seriously think about it. And it’s not that I don’t think about it. I’ve thought about it I’ve pondered so hard but I still can’t find anything I want to do in the future. I really don’t. I guess I do enjoy odd jobs. Running around to different places, doing new tasks everyday. But is there a job like that which can help me survive? Idk.
What am I living for really.
What are you living for.
I’ll give my two cents here… I haven’t planned anything farfetched because i know that all my plans will hit and fail against the wall of life. so I just plan two-three years ahead of me. I want to be a good son , make my parents proud. A good man ,i’ve always wanted to get a good job and make money. get married to the woman I love. I want to become the best man I can push myself to be. Because if I said that I deserved the best I have to become the best because the other half also wants and deserves the same from me. So this is something I live for
I am living to help people achieve their dreams and to make people smile. I am living also to cheer myself up. Life’s not easy or straightforward. There are a lot of challenges and dangers. But I make an effort because I believe in positive energy. I’d rather having tried and failed than not having tried at all. It’s difficult, but nothing is easy. While facing all these challenges, I try not to forget the little happiness of life. That’s how i am living now.